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Monday, November 13, 2006
well....
yes i am blogging early today.....
and its because i suddenly got alot things say.....
ok....
today a friend of mine told me this......
good choices leads to big money......
hmm.....
thanks to daddy i know this long ago since i was in K2.....
but i have never questioned this......
never until now........
i don really know why questions pops up in my mind......
but yes they do....
they do very offen now.....
big money......
well good choices is great....
and i cannot reject the fact that it leads to big money......
but honestly.....
is big money really what one should go after for their whole life......
is it really like this.....
but i always thought doing wat one really enjoy is impt too....
i always felt that thats the only way to live life without regrets.....
isn't enjoying and mental fullfillment impt too.....
isn't health impt too.....
why did he say that big money is everything.....
why did he write in this essay that money would bring him happiness.....
why.....
but i don really feel happy when i got loads of money.....
i don feel happy when my parents gave me wat ever i want today.....
but the next day....
i don see them.....
i don feel happy when my parents thought i would feel happy.....
i don like money as much as they thought i would.....
i like to enjoy myself more......
is it my fault feeling this way......
would such thinking make me an outcast from others.....
i don want to be......
i don know...
i just want to be myself....
but i can do it infront of others....
i can only do it in the viture world......
hiax....
enough of questions....
i am exhausted today.....
i regret going to go aus...
i wana stay.....
but if i got to really go and choose the place myself.....
i wanna go england where RAD is.....
thats my world.....
``kath ; 10:06 PM